Soulweaving songs

They disappeared when I couldn’t sleep or when my slumber was chemically induced, but now, during these warm nights when everything physical rests as other scurrying footsteps turn my mind’s fixtures and fittings upside down, the soulweavers come to me on a frequent basis.

I wake in the cradle of darkness, my canopy briefly illuminated every few seconds by the gliding lights of forward motion travelling north and south, and spy one of their select number sat in the corner beside the window. The figure is framed in a pin-pricked cityscape that demands communication and endless engagement, yet within these walls is just so much heat and noise. These soulweavers sew the threads of me together with intense concentration, knowing the precise hues and strengths that serve to make this varicoloured clash into the hushed meeting of muted shades you see before you.

Life is too short to wonder what happened to the nocturnal weavers who used to sit by other windows in other years and other lives, threading together the different days they had planned for me into some form of patchwork sense. They are gone. Long gone, mostly forgotten. The here and now is calling in words of ink and of dots and of cut out and keep, in voices real and transmitted through the virtual airwaves, as live and as recorded for posterity, from near and far, in unreal and real. And in person, within minutes.

Comments: 17

    you’re so beautiful, can I touch you, are you real?

    Peach | 05.06.07, 16:11

    I have no idea why you sit with me.

    andre | 05.06.07, 19:16

    You make me want to sit at my piano and dream up something.

    seahorse | 05.06.07, 20:08

    Peach - I think I’m real, though I sometimes have my doubts when I write here.

    Andre - Because you get it, that’s why. Well, that’s one of the many reasons, anyway.

    Seahorse - Please do. In my piano-playing days, I think I would have done exactly that. Right now.

    An Unreliable Witness | 05.06.07, 21:45

    Muted shades have the most depth to them.

    Angelalala | 05.06.07, 22:42

    I have. It was suitably soulweaving. And strangely soothing. I’m really getting into the piano doodlings. But, like most doodlings, they are somewhat transient, but no less meaningful for that. Is is May flies who flit about for a day then die? Sometimes tunes do the same but they can be lovely to have around.

    seahorse | 05.06.07, 23:36

    a varicoloured clash in one set of eyes, can be seen as a multispectral rainbow in another. You never know, a dreamweaver may get lost upon their way to the hills and happen upon you instead, and ask to sit with you for a while.

    …or a pen…

    Miles Away | 05.06.07, 23:45

    I don’t know what to say without sounding trite, but I wish the word beautiful were newer so it could have the impact I require to respond to that. Thank you.

    fionat | 05.07.07, 11:37

    MRW - has anyone suggested that you’re a film-writer? Everything you write, I can see so clearly in my head.

    the lamb | 05.07.07, 16:37

    Miles Away - I have a hunger for dreamweavers, yes. I constantly go in search of them every night.

    Fiona - Thank you. You are too kind.

    The Lamb - I see many films in my head. Ones that I can’t put into words. Whereas the words I write don’t necessarily put the pictures in my head. This can be infuriating.

    An Unreliable Witness | 05.07.07, 18:44

    You have depth and substance, but is it down to the soul-weavers? Shall I therefore blame them for making me transparent?

    Ariel | 05.07.07, 21:26

    I’m an empty vessel, Ariel. It’s all down to the soulweavers, I promise you. I’ll send them round.

    An Unreliable Witness | 05.07.07, 21:51

    *doesn’t believe that last comment for a second*

    Miles Away | 05.07.07, 23:07

    i am packing a picnic hamper…

    {albeit a little slowly}

    annie | 05.08.07, 11:55

    so much i could say.
    but i will just say this: Brilliance.

    Rachel | 05.08.07, 15:10

    Woah.

    I think The Lamb has it just right - your words play movies in my head. I make films (that sounds grander than it is), and your writing translates beautifully - but I also understand when you say that your inner films don’t express as words, and your words don’t necessarily belong with images.

    This is why the process so often needs more than one pair of hands - more than one voice - more than one set of eyes.

    Still, perhaps the life we individually give it, direct from the page, is purest?

    Thank you for being beautiful, Sx

    stray | 05.11.07, 00:45

    And thank you, Stray, for such a thoughtful and thought-provoking comment.

    An Unreliable Witness | 05.11.07, 13:37

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