Archive for 2010

Waterlogged words

I like that phrase. Not mine, incid­ent­ally. “Water­logged words” is the strap-line for the fre­quently updated feast of poetry and prose placed online by lit­er­ary magazine amphibi.us, and today they pub­lished some­thing by me. Here it is. Many thanks to chief amphi­bian Shan­non Peil for his indul­gence of my sen­tences. Today, as fur­ther proof that […]

Silver bullet of undying love (a glimpse)

YOU know and you KNOW when all you can THINK is that you should do some­thing ELSE but when you start to think what else and you can’t think of ANYTHING else because you’re too old to know BETTER and too old to know any DIFFERENT too BRAIN-dead and too MIND-set and too BODY-set to […]

Semi-automatic #2

This time of night, the pav­ing stones sing to no one and to every­one. They chant their drunken chor­uses and non­sense rhymes. I wish I was with them, into and without their sweaty tor­sos, singing mean­ing­less groans and inebri­ate anthems to the upper floors and the dis­tor­ted heav­ens, scud­ding fast and loose without pur­pose. Come […]

Purely medicinal

Sleep. Snort. Fuck. Not a descrip­tion of my aver­age day, sadly. Only the first of those three really applies to me, in truth. And as I cer­tainly don’t get enough sleep, you can ima­gine what my record for the other two must be like. But I digress. This is SLEEP. SNORT. FUCK. And today’s sleepily […]

Semi-automatic #1

I wake with spiders spin­ning their slither­ing webs across my eyes, and taste them hatch­ing their eggs on my lazy, lolling tongue. There’s a rolling, salty, dirty ocean drag­ging my limbs down into its oily depths. I mur­mur ques­tions and wait for answers. Do you still keep keep your plants in an open-air cup­board? Do […]

Sprain and pinch

If you are a mangled organ, pierced, then this is how you dance. Twist over, unravel and bleed through my shirt. I have worn red for such a spe­cial occa­sion (I remembered to put on clean under­wear, too). I have sixty thou­sand miles of ves­sels to spread among the popu­lace in the hope that they […]

A new national anthem

Stand to atten­tion. Show no emo­tion. Salute. Give the state your best blank-eyed stare. Kneel when ordered. Rise when ordered. Turn when ordered. Kill when com­manded. Expire when expedi­ent. Place your pos­ses­sions in their metal safe. Turn into a num­ber in a sea of sim­il­ar­ity, of upturned faces, of reg­u­la­tion uni­forms, of beatific smile upon […]

Three prayers, then silence

We pray to the west shore. This being — your god, we don’t know his name — this being eats through the sand and gets between your toes. He wraps him­self in skin foil, in body-bags and debris. He does not accept pray­ers before sun­rise, no mat­ter how earn­est or plead­ing they might be. He looks […]

Keep this card with you at all times

Cracked screen

She whis­pers to his naked form. Stand­ing over him, press­ing her worn and wrinkled heel into his fore­head, push­ing too hard against his skin and flimsy bone. Her mind is fuzzed by the gut­tural wrench of the voice she stole on an autumn after­noon, ripped from the throat of some singing, snort­ing drunk­ard in exchange […]

Complete write-off

For those of you keep­ing track of my vari­ous activ­it­ies across the inter­net — which I appre­ci­ate is a rap­idly declin­ing num­ber, thanks to the incar­cer­a­tion of most of my devoted stalk­ers for their own safety and men­tal health — you may be inter­ested to know that Writers’ Bloc, the site I notion­ally ‘edited’ and […]

Harold Pinter, I love you, marry me

No longer shall I shield myself from the plain and some­times harsh truth. Instead, I am going to cel­eb­rate it and shout it from the rooftops. Ladies and gen­tle­men (but not chil­dren), pre­pare your­self for a rev­el­a­tion. I am a bit­ter, cyn­ical and utterly hate­ful mis­an­thrope. ENJOY! (Ugh.)

May cause drowsiness: day 31

So. End. Start. Whichever. Rico­chet. Start again. Empty-minded. Come here empty-handed. Choose at ran­dom. Clean slate. Wipe-clean sur­face. It worked out. It didn’t quite work. Write up the exper­i­ment. Describe what happened. Describe what we expec­ted to hap­pen. Aim and out­come. Aim and fire. Cause and effect. Now cease and desist. What did I dis­cover? What […]

May cause drowsiness: day 25

She jokes — nervously, via an exhal­a­tion of faint, scat­ter­shot giggles — about her para­noia that she might leave a smudged imprint of lip­stick on the rim of the wine glass. Human remains that would enable him, with the aid of forensic sci­ence, to track her down wherever she chose to hide, whether it was […]

May cause drowsiness: days 21 — 24

Con­sider this an abridged omni­bus edi­tion. Or con­sider me lazy. Whichever you prefer. In sum­mary, how­ever, this means that I have failed in my grand but pos­sibly fool­hardy inten­tions to pro­duce 31 pieces of writ­ing dur­ing the month of May, and won’t even be sat­is­fy­ing my OCD nature by going back to try and fill […]