Archive for 2010

May cause drowsiness: day 20

Twenty ways about you, twenty reas­ons to breathe in and out, twenty small mouths to feed, twenty words to write down on twenty scraps of paper, twenty strings to cut, twenty strings to your bow, twenty strings to pluck, twenty strings to tie, twenty tiny pack­ages, twenty pas­sen­gers over­board. Too per­fect, too roun­ded, too eager […]

May cause drowsiness: day 19

Spit. Shit. Piss. Mucus. Blood. Pus. Ham­mer blow. Jack­boot on face. Torn hair. Scarred flesh. Gouged eye. Broken bones. Gap­ing wound. Jack­boot of his­tory. Foot­print. Your dic­tator will see you now. Your dic­tator will own you now. Your dic­tator will bury you now. Your dic­tator will dis­ap­pear tomor­row morn­ing. Your dic­tator will live abroad, in […]

May cause drowsiness: day 18

I am a liar and a cheat, but only to myself. I can’t help won­der­ing, how­ever, if I am even lying — to myself or to you — if no one is mon­it­or­ing these air­waves and tun­ing in to the dis­tant num­bers sta­tions broad­cast­ing through the bewil­der­ing inter­fer­ence, hiss and garble that we have created […]

May cause drowsiness: day 17

a door bolted with one thou­sand dead­locks can remain ajar                this.single.purpose two pin­pricks of light a space — a pause spar­ing words for a nervous approach lower­case plat­it­udes an uneasy full stop a hanging ques­tion a pause — a space two pin­pricks of light                this.single.purpose intoned in grey so as not to waken the merely sleeping

Otherwise

‘Other’, the new site that they (who­ever ‘they’ are) are call­ing “the best thing since a pip­ing hot Greggs extra large saus­age roll”, con­tin­ues to pub­lish qual­ity pas­ties and excel­lent pies about all man­ner of writerly, artistic and cre­at­ive endeav­ours. (Oh, some­times I am so hifalutin that I amaze myself.) It appears to be becoming […]

May cause drowsiness: day 16

“What age am I? What age now, exactly? That age? That age of. Rage or not rage. That age? Can you say what age I am? Age of reason? Age of chance? Age and a half? What age am I now? What age are you look­ing for, sir or madam or whichever you prefer? You […]

May cause drowsiness: day 15

Words must fall apart. Lan­guage must cease to be. All notions of sense and under­stand­ing must be exploded, left scarred, a blood­ied vic­tim at the side of the road. Sen­tences must be robbed out like so many bricks and girders, beams and fix­tures stolen from the debris of col­lapsed build­ings, leav­ing only the ghostly echo […]

May cause drowsiness: day 14

Words must fall apart. Lan­guage must cease to be. All notions of sense and under­stand­ing must be exploded, left scarred, a blood­ied vic­tim at the side of the road. Sen­tences must be robbed out like so many bricks and girders, beams and fix­tures stolen from the debris of col­lapsed build­ings, leav­ing only the ghostly echo […]

May cause drowsiness: day 13

Her mewl­ing babe nears forty years emerged from the womb. Kept and alive, but not kept. She kneels in the eye of the fam­ily mir­ror, under the accus­at­ive point­ing of the clock. Girl turns to woman, but stores child-like rhymes in her head, stays sing-song under her breaths. Spreads brick red lip­stick care­lessly over her mouth, […]

May cause drowsiness: day 12

Here is an aero­plane under the floor­boards, earth spill­ing from portholes. Here is an aero­plane crushed into the wall, cock­pit a con­cer­tina of scrap. Here is an aero­plane on the stairs, wings raised in twis­ted sup­plic­a­tion. Here is an aero­plane caught in the win­dow, glass punc­tur­ing the fusel­age. Here is an aero­plane on the roof, […]

May cause drowsiness: day 11

Lon­don has been in uproar. A hung par­lia­ment, news broad­casters’ heli­copters con­stantly buzz­ing over the rooftops, demon­strat­ors with mega­phones protest­ing about every known cause (and some unknown ones) in order to get them­selves on screen, tele­vi­sion journ­al­ists and offi­cials vir­tu­ally com­ing to blows dur­ing inter­views, and politi­cians being fol­lowed by hordes of report­ers as they […]

May cause drowsiness: day 10

There is a new thing. A new kid on the block, hanging tough in his imprac­tical baggy pants. A new broom sweep­ing the scum off the streets (and into a drain, like any respons­ible cit­izen should do). A new dawn on the hori­zon. A new dawn, a new day, a new life for me, and […]

May cause drowsiness: day 9

Stan­ley Fet­ter­baum gazes at the full moon, a faint smile edging at the corners of his thin, habitu­ally dis­sat­is­fied lips. He doesn’t take his eyes off it as he gingerly lies down on the tar­mac, sigh­ing with relief when he finds that the heat of the sum­mer night has made the sur­face pleas­antly warm to […]

May cause drowsiness: day 8

Face. Face doesn’t remem­ber where she (he) comes from. Face has no idea what he (she) looks like. Face runs her (his) hands over the bumps and the curves, yet they sig­nify noth­ing to him (her). Face is sure that she (he) left him­self (her­self) around here some­where. Face tries push­ing and prod­ding her­self (himself) […]

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