Not bookish, just hedonist
I simply love this paean to the pastime of reading (I was going to say “the art of reading”, but then my anti-pretension warning system kicked in):
“After all, to be known as a book lover — how grotesque. It’s like being called a eunuch or an old maid; one always hears that faint sneer of disdain and condescension mixed with pity. To be bookish is to be mousy, repressed, a shy wallflower, incapable of getting along with people, dreamy and poetic, helpless in the real world.”
While, in fact, I don’t see anything particularly wrong in being “dreamy and poetic”, and there’s also something to be said for finding the real world a confusing place, I would agree that most of this description of people who enjoy indulging themselves in books is complete rubbish.
Fortunately, most of the people I know are similar to me — they don’t find anything strange in immersing oneself in a book for an entire day. Occasionally I notice the flicker of an odd reaction when I mention that, for instance, I might have spent the entire weekend holed up at home, with nothing but gorgeous music and the next two books on my “awaiting reading” list for company. But as we head towards colder months and darker evenings, I’d defy anyone to think of many better things to do on a weekend in the middle of winter than stay indoors with a good book … well, there are one or two alternatives that spring to mind, but I’m talking about solitary pursuits.
Why should indulging in bookishness be regarded as peculiar? As Michael Dirda points out in his article, reading is just another form of hedonism. Other people might get that hedonism via a drunken night out (indeed, I’ve been known to do this on one or two occasions), watching a movie, sport, whatever. But reading a book that engages your emotions, gets you thinking or provides sheer escapism is equally hedonistic, if you’re a voracious bookworm.
Here’s a question for any other dedicated readers. Have you ever noticed that when you become involved in a really enthralling book, you find yourself sitting in increasingly bizarre positions, not thinking how you’re placing your body? And then when you snap out of your reverie, you can hardly move? Do you have a bizarre reading position? Oh, it’s just me then.
Later this afternoon, you may well find me, curled up in my favourite chair, listening to some sublime music, aiming to finish one complex, thought-provoking book and possibly start on another that looks rather more dreamy and sensual. It’s the perfect day for it — breezy and overcast. And it’s Sunday — a day that was surely invented for the sole purpose of reading.
So if you must disturb me, speak quietly …