9/11: a snapshot of the world
It’s not over, not by a long way. It will be a subject that I won’t be able to ignore, that I will simply have to refer to many times as the situation develops. However, in the extremely unimportant and inconsequential corner of the internet that is Wherever You Are, I feel it’s time to try and move on a little, to return to a wider view.
Since Tuesday afternoon, there has been only one topic on this weblog. As someone who already has a tendency to pick on a theme and run with it until the soles are well and truly worn down, that’s a record even for me. But, in all honesty, everything else has paled into insignificance.
Yesterday morning, I had a brief email conversation with a friend who knows about this site, but (thankfully?) never reads it. He asked whether I had written much about the events in America this week — and I told him that, however indirect or oblique some of the entries might have been, I’d written about nothing else. He was intrigued — he jumped to the conclusion that I must have particular emotional connections with the tragedy. I told him that I didn’t. He couldn’t quite comprehend that I just wanted — or even needed — to communicate my thoughts about these acts of terrorism and their shocking aftermath, if only in a vain attempt to get it straight in my own head.
Here are the facts. I have never visited New York or the World Trade Center. I have never even been to the USA. I have a few friends (mostly acquaintances, a couple of close friends) living in other parts of the States, but all of them are a long way from either New York or Washington DC. I have a few American friends in the UK — but, again, most are acquaintances rather than my closest confidants. Ultimately, I have no direct or obvious links with what’s been happening over the past few days. In the same tone that my friend implied in his email, then — why have I felt so emotionally involved?
Because the world is a small place.
Because painfully raw human emotions cross any number of geographical or cultural boundaries.
Because what happened last Tuesday will have far-reaching repercussions for everyone in the months ahead — and some of those possible repercussions, as I’ve mentioned before, truly scare me.
And because it’s impossible to remain cold and aloof when you watch transfixed as, in the space of approximately 92 minutes, one of the world’s tallest buildings is brought crashing to the ground by an act of planned hatred, killing thousands of people (and we still don’t know how many). Do I need to have a direct emotional involvement — to have known someone working in the twin towers of the World Trade Center, for instance — to be affected by that?
Yesterday evening, having consciously cut myself off from televised news for a day and a half, I watched the BBC’s late news. While I could never imagine becoming jaded by the images of destruction in New York, they were no longer as shocking as they had been. But I was still moved by the reports of people plastering the streets with hastily-produced posters, displaying photos and descriptions of missing friends, family and loved ones — particularly as they have had to resort to such basic methods in a thoroughly modern city. And I was moved by the tears of Americans trying to understand the violence that had been unleashed across their country.
The news broadcast closed with a look back over the events of the last three and a half days. Maybe it seems slightly crass to talk of how well the BBC put together their characteristic and memorable montages, but as the programme drew the week to a close with a sombre collection of words and images, I could feel tears forming in my eyes.
There are lots of holes, and very few facts, in what I’m saying. I am painfully aware that I am very guilty, along with many in the relatively wealthy west, of having not been so profoundly affected by other national tragedies that have taken place elsewhere in the world. The only justifications I can offer for the impact that this particular horror has had upon me are these: that it did happen in such a short space of time; that it was so deliberate in its intention to kill thousands of people; and that it was right there on television for everyone to see, in almost unending minute-by-minute coverage.
Ultimately, though, it all comes back to the fact that these events have made me appreciate how small Planet Earth really is. As individuals, many of us may not have any direct connection with what has happened, but the untold thousands of lives lost — in a country that sends and receives people from all corners of the world — means that the effects could reach surprisingly close to home. Even if that isn’t the case, the fact that this disaster has been reported upon via a huge number of personal accounts on the internet means that we are able to gain a uniquely human perspective on events, moreso than at any other time in history.
In the search for the positive, we can start by reflecting on the fact that, from Paris to Prague and Beijing to Berlin, much of the world is coming together to show solidarity. Hope springs eternal for the human race. Let’s get on with it.